New Year, New Beginnings
A Sonnet to God’s Loving Providence
by J. Roger Wilson, December, 2008
Behind us lies another year of progress and of pain—
Lingering thoughts of joy for some, of sadness mingled through;
Enduring loss, of grief, goodbyes, of seeing fortunes wane;
Some seeing growth in wealth or love—by these, time crept or flew.
So what of things beyond our power to stop or to control?
Elections, crimes, and “acts of God” have touched our lives before.
Doubts assail our confidence, experience plays a role;
Now fears of dark uncertain days seem all we have in store.
Everybody knows that sin marks each and everyone;
We’ve failed in oh so many ways; we all deserve the worst.
Yet God does not reserve His grace; none earn what Christ has done.
Escape we all if Him we trust, who were in Adam cursed.
A brand new year begins in hope, in love He’s promised good;
Rely on Him, invest His gifts, and live as faithful should.
Something in us craves the chance to start over, to begin again, and to leave the past and its disappointments behind. The custom of making resolutions is part of that desire; we feel if only we could overcome our worst shortcomings, then things would have to get better. At least, if we make the effort, we think we’d feel better. More often than not, we fail and become disillusioned.
We are all marked by failure; Paul reviews the problem shared by our entire human family in Romans. We fall short of our own ambitions and ideals, let alone the high calling of our righteous Creator. Being surrounded by sinners, some who are powerful, we easily blame our losses on them or even God. Our lives then become places of despair, from which many grumble and complain but do little to make things better. Rather than lift each other up, we tear each other down; we criticize the failures of others, feeling superior in our own self-righteousness.
God has already given us the “clean slate” we want; it is ours to use over and over again, every single day. In love, He has gifted us to enable us to serve him creatively, and He has placed us in a community, in a family, so that we need not work or even fail alone. That is the blessing of a new year, one that holds everything we desire, if only we tap into God’s tender mercies and His unbelievably amazing grace! It is in this sense that I pray you will have a blessed new year.